haiz..sianz..i overslept today...so i didn't attend my mock exam..haiz.....i overslp is becoz i didn't had enuff slp the night b4.....slept at 5am i tink.....its not because i dunwan to slp....becoz of something that is pestering me......wanted to slp at 1am....but just can't....its something that has been bothering and pestering me since last yr......haiz....so i went out to watch vcd to keep myself awake....if i just close my eyes and slp...the thing will pester me.....aiya....i say also no one will believe.....aiya heck....so i overslp lor.....haiz....didn't go to sch for 2 days in a row.....i hate myself le......
when my mum reached home......kpkb sia......wtf lor....i really bth her....she keep saying this and that...say wad i doing the whole night....dotx.....as if i dunwan slp.....if i can slp i already slp.....idiotic...keep saying i dunwan study...later become like my bro.....WAAAA....SO FAN....her voice, her tears make me HATE TO STUDY.......i REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING LE LOR.......can't she just understand me abit..GRRRRR.......feel like burning all my school books.....she must be tinking i was playing computer the whole night......guess as much....but pls lor.......i already quit gunbound le lor...grrrrrr.......when she was scolding me.....jus feel like telling her y i didn't slp.....but tell her also no use.......as if she will believe...she will tink that im trying to cover up for myself.....
AHHHHHH.......really hate myself!!!....how i wish my bro is at my side now.....he will defintely help me solve that thing that is pestering me.....i really had enuff of it le lor...........1 YEAR LE!!!!!.....or in fact more den 1 yr....i really cannot stand it anymore.....if during o levels lidat agn....i can prepare to fail my o levels le lor......there is just something wrong with my stupid bloody room!!!....i tink maybe o levels, i rather sleep in the living room.....
