Today is 18th Dec 2004, time is 1.22am now...Happy sweet 16 Chui Mun!!
I'm finally blogging!! super busy recently, keep chionging work like mad dog!! I'm in need of money $$$!!
Well, down with a bad sore throat, it has been days man. I lost my voice and kept being laughed and suaned...that my voice is "nice" or my voice is sexy...
Grace said my voice sounds like aqua!! sweat lor -.-""""""
Cough! Cough!
I'm so tired now, going to my bed soon. So fan now, having a lot of things rushing through my brain. Headache sia!! Quite normal. Adults will always assume that we teenagers has no problems, so stress. I'm currently experiencing it now!!
Sigh, I think the old joan is gone forever!!
I'm now just a weak asshole. My immune system is not as good as the past. I get sick easily now!! I think my health is deteriorating. I've been eating outside foods for decades. Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner!!
Yeah...you know why!! partly because of my parents. erm, they are working and comes home very late everyday. So my breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper are all outside food. Eat until I sianz you know...Used to love to eat...Now I see some food, I wanna vomit!! except lobster..HAHA...I'm always craving for lobster..
Well, there is always a price to pay. My father used to be jobless. I wanted him to work and not decompose at home. Well, after 3-4 years, he finally got a job, which is taking over my cousin's shop and starts his business...great right...
However, there's a price to pay for it. From then on, no more home-cooked food for me. I have very little communication time with my parents, hardly even get to see them. Sometimes I feel so lonely at home, always alone at home...sometimes I even get scared. Having phobias of losing my kins and being alone forever...I'm nuts right...
My home doesn't feel like a home anymore..In the past, at least I got my stupid brother to quarrel with me. Well, I'm not lonely actually because I can entertain myself well...LOL...just getting so bored with my life now...
sianz
sianz
sianz
Don't know how's my brother doing...he called me twice...first time was 28 Nov. He asked me to go wild wild wet, I didn't go...the second time he called me, I forgotten the date. He was pretending to be some sales person and talk crap with me on the phone. Well, I didn't lame with him, I spoke to him seriously and asked him not to play...this doesn't seems to be me...
I don't know sia...recently so bad tempered...sibei sianz lar...I think I go sleep le...nite..
