I'm dumb, I'm stupid...forgot to bring my idiotic keys out of my damn house...sianz lar....just damn sianz...
recently, I'm like super weird...all the f word keeps coming out from my sms and blog..I don't say it out when I'm speaking lar...i'm still civilised..but i will refrain from using those words..
HAIZ
JUS SO BLOODY SIAN OF MY LIFE!!!
Sometimes, I just feel like killing myself to solve my problems. But that's just so childish. Killing yourself won't solve a single problem. like what some people say, there are many people outside praying to live, I should appreciate and cherish my life arh!! but sometimes I just feel like giving them my life...hahaha...okok..stop all these..im not dying...im sensible!!
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZz...JUS SO tired! so damn tired...I've been playing games recently just to relieve stress..thanks gene for that game...if not for that game, I would have gone nuts..
God seems to plan everything out well..
haiz.........hope joanie will be the same old joanie again!! haha...
welllllllllll...........shall end here.....i can't blog lar...no mood, no enthusiam, no strength, no EVERYTHING!!! GRR...
my fav song
Hero by Mariah CareyThere's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
