Well, I guess that's me..
Jack of all Trades, Master of None..I really feel damn useless at times. I never do well in anything. Is it because I'm born to be lousy or simply because I don't want to put in any effort?..
I know a lot of things but which of those am I good at?
seriously none!!
My music suck to the core. So what if I know how to play piano or guitar. I terribly suck at both. I don't put in effort at all...same for squash..
My music exam is coming and I'm so gonna do badly. Why am I always procrastinating? Why can't I put in more effort in everything I'm doing? SIGH!!
People practise their piano at least 1 hour everyday. Me? I practise it once a week ok! And it's 1 hour before my lesson starts. Power? I don't think it's because of schoolwork or my work that resulted in the lack of time to practise. I guess it's just me, SOLELY ME!!
I'm such a failure. Failure in everything I do..
I really really really need to do something about myself..REALLY!! I dpn't want to live my life this way anymore!! JOAN MUST HAVE SOME ACHIEVEMENT!!! ok that's all for the day..
end!!~working later..
