I finally did it after so many days of suffering. I definitely feel more relieved and happy!
After doing it, I realised that I'm not that smart after all. I always thought I am. I always thought I can see through one's character and what they are thinking. I always thought so. But today, God has proven me wrong. I'm not that smart after all, God is. He is the one who gave me intelligence and he can take it away frome me anytime.
Oh well. I don't really care what's happening because I know no matter how lonely I am, I always have God with me. I feel so blessed by his presence and of coz feel so blessed that he gave me good and real friends to be there for me always.
Yep. blog till here. =) my nightmare is coming to an end pretty soon.
After every storm, a rainbow will eventually appear! =)