Friends, I know I sound kind of emo lately but don't worry I'm really fine... just sorting out some of my problems. Problems are part and parcel of life and we can't run or escape away from it. =)
I'm quite vexed over the same thing over and over again. Good thing that I have a place (my blog) for me to vent my frustration out. I don't know how to say it out anyway...
Sigh... Just a message to the person but I know he doesn't read my blog so it's fine for me to say it.
"Actually, I already known the truth and what exactly happened. It's really a small problem and it means nothing to me. The only thing that matters the most to me is that you lied to me and still deny it till today. I'm just really wondering why you just don't wanna admit? Or is it I'm the one who is accusing you and doubting you all the while? I guess no. God gave me eyes and a brain to really think and visualise things clearly. I'm very certain of what I know though I don't have concrete evidence. God works in ways we cannot see. He is helping me, I know... but sigh, I really don't understand why you just refuse to admit that you lie. It is just a small matter and it totally means nothing to me if you just admit it. But now you keep denying, I will only feel that it is not just a small matter, it may be bigger than I thought it should be. Maybe there is more to it? Well, I'm probably thinking too much but it's because of you that's why I think so much."But oh well, let nature takes its course. I don't really wanna bother so much.
