I'm kind of lost now. really lost in this wonderland...
I don't know what I want. I don't know who I am lor...
I'm just so tired of everything. I'm tired of working so hard. Yes I must admit I'm a workaholic. I can't stop working. Even when I quit my day job, I'm still working almost everyday. But sometimes, I just feel so tired. I just feel like giving up on everything.
People always tell me, "go find a rich guy and get married!" Yes maybe true. But is that what I really want? The answer is No. I love the feeling of being independent and earning money all by myself. Buying branded stuffs using my own money.
But Sigh, sometimes you really just need a shoulder to lean on or someone to be there to understand you well and support everything you do. Sigh... I really don't need a rich boyfriend. I just need my boyfriend to love me, be there for me, understand me and care for me. I don't need expensive gifts. I only just need a simple gift from you that you put in effort for. Yes its true, I get contented easily...
I just hope I can start a brand new life soon. I really hate myself now, seriously. After blogging, I have to stare at my never ending bills and investigate how am I going to settle it. People always think I'm rich and money is never a concern to me. Gosh, if you think this way, maybe you just don't know me well enough...
Alright blog till here.
