Suddenly, I look back.. The last 7 months I spent in 2009.
2009 indeed pass really fast for me... I realised that I've wasted a lot of time doing stupid things, or wasted a lot of time on people. I think life is indeed short, I should make full use of my everyday life. I should live for myself and not for others. I should be who I wanna be and not let anyone restrict me. I should be happy and not sad, angry, frustrated or stress...
I feel sorry for myself. I've done so many things to hurt myself and I truly regret it from the bottom of my heart. I never ever expect myself to do such stupid things. I always love myself so so so much and I hope I will really mean what I said.
I swear to myself today: I will be the old Joan I used to be. The independent, jovial & bubbly girl everyone knows. The girl who always never fails to brighten up other's life.
Yes I hate being emo and I will make sure it all ends today. Whoever who attempts to make me emo will be remove out of my life. I wanna be the little princess I used to be.
Next Goal: Save money & Quit Spending!